1992 Rite of Passage #2
1991 cummings, Lao Tzu, & Hesse
1990 Rite of Passage #1
1989 Identity
1988 Reality++
1987 Life & Death
1986 On Top
1985 Confusion
1984 Transition
1983 All Night MTV
1982 Pac-Man
1981 A is A
1980 Wild Rumpus
1979 passive resistance
Life & Death
In 1987, one of my best friends was killed in a skiing accident. When everyone who had never liked him suddenly claimed to be his best friends, I told people I barely knew him, in hopes they'd figure out I actually missed him. It was wrong, but I was right.

I won a seat in the student council. I became "popular." The next year I lost it. I stopped being "popular." I decided there was more to life than this.

I traded all my shorts in for Jams, and my T-shirts for Vuarnet and Ocean Pacific ones.

I fell in love with a girl. I never told her. She never told me either.

Pop Goes the World became my favorite song, and my philosophy of life. I still don't know what the words mean.

I went to junior high dances and watched girls from across the room.

I got chicken pox, and missed a week of school. I think I watched more rental movies that week than I ever had in my life.

I took the S.A.T. as part of a gifted student program. I didn't know what my scores meant, exactly. I had friends 5 years later who scored lower. It wasn't something I knew how to talk about.

Ferris Bueller was my hero.

My friends and I would go to Chili's, order nothing but free-refill cokes, and stay there until they closed.

My voice changed. My friends' voices didn't. I wasn't sure whether to be proud or embarrassed.

I had my first piano recital. I asked the teacher if I could perform a piece I wrote. He agreed. In five recitals, I never performed a piece that wasn't mine.